can be say as rejected

ONCE i did not heard my name my feelings becomes up and down....
dunno what to do.... its like black out for a while....
i have never though i was not promoted to become a prefect and so as wing honn....
im just doesnt understand what happen there and how they give marks...
they just say its based on the marks given from teacher and duties... haiz...
i agree what they say about me that once the teacher leave the class and i went out... and im late for two times only...ONLY.... i even volunter for doing duty in the school open day...
haiz...what to say....

people say that BOY always sleep in the class.... and yet there is no teacher complaining on that... even though he does his duty well.... and yet im still not better then him....!!!! now they call me to continue untill next year by then i will be a prefect for sure if there is nothing happen about me...
and they say that now the school is praticing the 'SECOND CHANCE' so they gave us second chance.... i would prefer you just let us go IF you doesnt want us to be in the prefect board... T.T n0w im still thinking should i take that chance to try again... everyone tells me to quit but i know i have tried hard but still i did not achieve it...... haiz...... =< CURSE HIM..!!!


AAAARRRGGGHHH........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


sometimes friends cannot be trusted even that you are so closed to them...